hehe! I met my kindergarten teacher yesterday! and it made my day!! ^^ even though after seeing her lose so much weight and all.. still.. I'm so glad I met her yesterday! well I don't know if I phrased correctly but.. 现在我心里有了她满满的爱! ^^ and also! I've finally finally done the deed! I've accepted NUS's offer for my dear PFM! and now I'm officially in the same faculty as szewee kor OTL I mean. it's not a bad thing but it feels weird to be in the same place as someone who has always been ahead of you and all .... -.-! well! in any case!! the deed is done and I shall not think so much about it anymore!

have been reading manga until late at night like 2am 3am LOL then like so tired now. -.- and my driving test is like next thursday!! hopefully I'll pass it once and for all!! /crosses fingers/

even though I'm not working until this Friday.. I feel like I have so many things to do. -.- ... I just can't really put down what it is that I have to do though =.= feels like I got this important task to do but I CANNOT REMEMBERRRRRRRRR.

okay nevermind. I give up. I shall go stone until I remember. /like a boss/
sigh. wanted to go into my wordpress today. but it just wont work D: just when i finally touched my laptop after so long. -.- and I've been nua-ing in bed for the whole day. woke up at 8am for no reason then nua in bed until 9 plus then watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 while i munch my breakfast (yes, I started eating breakfast recently because somehow I keep getting hungry) and then went back to nua-ing for an hour or so and then fell asleep for a few hours then woke up and then nua somemore then dinner then continue nua-ing until I have decided to on my laptop before I go off to watch my tv. -.- and I still haven't decided on whether I will be accepting NUS or NTU =.= nua so much yet nothing goes through my mind -.- just mindless nua-ing all day. and to think I'll be starting work tmr at 2pm so I'll get to nua even more OTL and I actually almost typed school =.=

sighhh. i know why im feeling this way. cant really help it OTL hopefully it'll pass soon. :/

alright. shall just go and watch tv -.-
HELLO PEOPLES! I FORGOT ALL ABOUT MY BLOG TUMBLR & WORDPRESS FOR LIKE I DONT KNOW HOW LONG LOL. AND HENCE ONCE I REMEMBER HERE I AM xD

LOL I really dont know how I can forget when I used to update so often. Really uh. Have been busy with YEF and work. and it's like 1:20am and I'm still awake and I have music lesson tmr at 11am (Y) and yeah. I suppose. Things do change. People change. Time passed. And we aren't who we were anymore. Maybe occasional guesses. Maybe occasional conversations. Maybe occasional catching up. But nothing's going to be the same anymore. No matter how much one desires it to be. And as time passes by, a person's true colours will slowly show, and his/her mask(s) will crack bit by bit. It's always like that. Nothing stays the same forever.

I dont even know why I'm randomly talking about that -.- but in any case. I NEED TO SOUND FIERCE OTL why why why. why oh why. why is spieling so haaaaarddddd!! okay it's not hard. it's just. me -.- I dont really know what is required of spieling. Seeing others spiel just makes me feel that I'm not good enough for that position OTL

sigh. okay. I'm starting to feel my eyes giving up. -.- I shall go and sleep and try to remember the existence of this place -.- goodnight peoples.
heh! she so cute! <3 and my fingers are like breaking after shutting myself in the studio for 8.5 hours yesterday. ouh. like a mad only. before I go in to the studio the sky so bright then I come out then like so dark already. shock me sia. -.- and then went to meet yappy and dinner together. omg. for these two days we eat expensive food sia. LOL. like draining our pay only xD and then after dinner we mrt-ed to cck supposedly wanting to take bus to yt and ended up playing swings in stagmont park LOL then after awhile then walk home :D and I got work later~ whee! somehow I'm feeling less enthu for work these days -.- I mean I still like to go to work and all but the enthusiasm is decreasing OTL

Sigh! I feel so bored these days. Last week was fun. I didn't post about it but hohoho last thursday! Yappy Chan and me walked from 3pm to 6pm non-stop! Orchard~ then Singapore River! Then Esplanade~ woohoo! It was fun fun fun fun fun!!! :DDD took alot of pictures LOL majam like tourist like that hahaha! okay I shall not type so much because my fingers are really cui now LOL update next time! ^^
I'm here~ whee! I know my blog is like some dead place. I don't even know why I even make attempts to come here and update when all I post is just utter rubbish. :) In any case! I've started to watch my Harry Potter series!! And I'm done with the 5th one today! /like a boss/ xD And my competition is like next week. and horrors. my song ain't done OTL so I've been rushing it. Hopefully being able to play it without making mistakes next week. /in my dreams/ -.-

Well!!~ That aside! I need to work D: As in. I'm not not happy with work but I'm actually kind of desperate for work. -.- Because if I have no work I'll be like nua-ing in bed the whole day. Horrible. -.- And thankfully I have work tmr. Full shift (Y) Just abit disappointed that I'm not doing closing tmr. I really like closing shifts. Hopefully once again, when the school holidays come, I'll get to do loads of closing shifts! :D Ah but then again the scheduling isn't going to be done by my lead anymore. That's like so troublesome OTL Now I have to really learn how to submit official forms to request off on that day for my driving test -.- humph. and there's totally no slots for me to book my revision OTL kill me please. I might actually fail because of that zzz

Okay I shall go and nua somemore =.= and maybe fall asleep and get enough rest -.- so sleepy zz like sleep deprived these days =.=
I've had this blog for... How many years already. LOL 5 years! April 2007 to now April 2012~ So average of.. 140 posts per 365 days. (Y) at least I can see that I'm not an addict to blogging xD aye. am working from 1230 to 2200 tmr and sunday! :D so awesome! fireworks fireworks!!! hohoho! so excited!

today went to sing with dongery. LOL. like for 3 hours xD quite awesome hahaha okay i know i nothing better to do so i shall just leave with this short fail post because eve is showing me loads of videos and i forgot what i wanted to blog about -.- goodnight peoples!
Why? Easy. Because I got an amazing job :) Excluding the fact that I can't go in as often. But it's still something. I don't know. Sure, I am different. I am not normal. I am weird. I am whatever. But I really enjoy what I do and that's what makes me happy everytime I'm at work. It's the only thing currently in my life that can keep my mind from thinking so much or feeling unnecessary emotions.

I suppose it's just me feeling a teeny weeny bit emotional these days. Lonely? Perhaps. Tired? Perhaps. Just feeling rather stone these days. And I have driving at 0730 tomorrow. /rage/ Who was the smart guy who asked me to book the 0730 slot? Yes, him. And then I have to wake up early and go down to BBDC myself. Thanks a lot. Thanks for taking my one and only chance to sleep in for the week. Horrible. Pfft. Feeling quite sleepy now actually. But seems like there are loads of things on my mind now too. How am I going to sleep like that :/

I'm so sleepy that I have no either what to say anymore. Gah. I shall stop writing nonsense. Goodnight in advance peoples.

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hehe! I met my kindergarten teacher yesterday! and it made my day!! ^^ even though after seeing her lose so much weight and all.. still.. I'm so glad I met her yesterday! well I don't know if I phrased correctly but.. 现在我心里有了她满满的爱! ^^ and also! I've finally finally done the deed! I've accepted NUS's offer for my dear PFM! and now I'm officially in the same faculty as szewee kor OTL I mean. it's not a bad thing but it feels weird to be in the same place as someone who has always been ahead of you and all .... -.-! well! in any case!! the deed is done and I shall not think so much about it anymore!

have been reading manga until late at night like 2am 3am LOL then like so tired now. -.- and my driving test is like next thursday!! hopefully I'll pass it once and for all!! /crosses fingers/

even though I'm not working until this Friday.. I feel like I have so many things to do. -.- ... I just can't really put down what it is that I have to do though =.= feels like I got this important task to do but I CANNOT REMEMBERRRRRRRRR.

okay nevermind. I give up. I shall go stone until I remember. /like a boss/
sigh. wanted to go into my wordpress today. but it just wont work D: just when i finally touched my laptop after so long. -.- and I've been nua-ing in bed for the whole day. woke up at 8am for no reason then nua in bed until 9 plus then watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 while i munch my breakfast (yes, I started eating breakfast recently because somehow I keep getting hungry) and then went back to nua-ing for an hour or so and then fell asleep for a few hours then woke up and then nua somemore then dinner then continue nua-ing until I have decided to on my laptop before I go off to watch my tv. -.- and I still haven't decided on whether I will be accepting NUS or NTU =.= nua so much yet nothing goes through my mind -.- just mindless nua-ing all day. and to think I'll be starting work tmr at 2pm so I'll get to nua even more OTL and I actually almost typed school =.=

sighhh. i know why im feeling this way. cant really help it OTL hopefully it'll pass soon. :/

alright. shall just go and watch tv -.-
HELLO PEOPLES! I FORGOT ALL ABOUT MY BLOG TUMBLR & WORDPRESS FOR LIKE I DONT KNOW HOW LONG LOL. AND HENCE ONCE I REMEMBER HERE I AM xD

LOL I really dont know how I can forget when I used to update so often. Really uh. Have been busy with YEF and work. and it's like 1:20am and I'm still awake and I have music lesson tmr at 11am (Y) and yeah. I suppose. Things do change. People change. Time passed. And we aren't who we were anymore. Maybe occasional guesses. Maybe occasional conversations. Maybe occasional catching up. But nothing's going to be the same anymore. No matter how much one desires it to be. And as time passes by, a person's true colours will slowly show, and his/her mask(s) will crack bit by bit. It's always like that. Nothing stays the same forever.

I dont even know why I'm randomly talking about that -.- but in any case. I NEED TO SOUND FIERCE OTL why why why. why oh why. why is spieling so haaaaarddddd!! okay it's not hard. it's just. me -.- I dont really know what is required of spieling. Seeing others spiel just makes me feel that I'm not good enough for that position OTL

sigh. okay. I'm starting to feel my eyes giving up. -.- I shall go and sleep and try to remember the existence of this place -.- goodnight peoples.
heh! she so cute! <3 and my fingers are like breaking after shutting myself in the studio for 8.5 hours yesterday. ouh. like a mad only. before I go in to the studio the sky so bright then I come out then like so dark already. shock me sia. -.- and then went to meet yappy and dinner together. omg. for these two days we eat expensive food sia. LOL. like draining our pay only xD and then after dinner we mrt-ed to cck supposedly wanting to take bus to yt and ended up playing swings in stagmont park LOL then after awhile then walk home :D and I got work later~ whee! somehow I'm feeling less enthu for work these days -.- I mean I still like to go to work and all but the enthusiasm is decreasing OTL

Sigh! I feel so bored these days. Last week was fun. I didn't post about it but hohoho last thursday! Yappy Chan and me walked from 3pm to 6pm non-stop! Orchard~ then Singapore River! Then Esplanade~ woohoo! It was fun fun fun fun fun!!! :DDD took alot of pictures LOL majam like tourist like that hahaha! okay I shall not type so much because my fingers are really cui now LOL update next time! ^^
I'm here~ whee! I know my blog is like some dead place. I don't even know why I even make attempts to come here and update when all I post is just utter rubbish. :) In any case! I've started to watch my Harry Potter series!! And I'm done with the 5th one today! /like a boss/ xD And my competition is like next week. and horrors. my song ain't done OTL so I've been rushing it. Hopefully being able to play it without making mistakes next week. /in my dreams/ -.-

Well!!~ That aside! I need to work D: As in. I'm not not happy with work but I'm actually kind of desperate for work. -.- Because if I have no work I'll be like nua-ing in bed the whole day. Horrible. -.- And thankfully I have work tmr. Full shift (Y) Just abit disappointed that I'm not doing closing tmr. I really like closing shifts. Hopefully once again, when the school holidays come, I'll get to do loads of closing shifts! :D Ah but then again the scheduling isn't going to be done by my lead anymore. That's like so troublesome OTL Now I have to really learn how to submit official forms to request off on that day for my driving test -.- humph. and there's totally no slots for me to book my revision OTL kill me please. I might actually fail because of that zzz

Okay I shall go and nua somemore =.= and maybe fall asleep and get enough rest -.- so sleepy zz like sleep deprived these days =.=
I've had this blog for... How many years already. LOL 5 years! April 2007 to now April 2012~ So average of.. 140 posts per 365 days. (Y) at least I can see that I'm not an addict to blogging xD aye. am working from 1230 to 2200 tmr and sunday! :D so awesome! fireworks fireworks!!! hohoho! so excited!

today went to sing with dongery. LOL. like for 3 hours xD quite awesome hahaha okay i know i nothing better to do so i shall just leave with this short fail post because eve is showing me loads of videos and i forgot what i wanted to blog about -.- goodnight peoples!
Why? Easy. Because I got an amazing job :) Excluding the fact that I can't go in as often. But it's still something. I don't know. Sure, I am different. I am not normal. I am weird. I am whatever. But I really enjoy what I do and that's what makes me happy everytime I'm at work. It's the only thing currently in my life that can keep my mind from thinking so much or feeling unnecessary emotions.

I suppose it's just me feeling a teeny weeny bit emotional these days. Lonely? Perhaps. Tired? Perhaps. Just feeling rather stone these days. And I have driving at 0730 tomorrow. /rage/ Who was the smart guy who asked me to book the 0730 slot? Yes, him. And then I have to wake up early and go down to BBDC myself. Thanks a lot. Thanks for taking my one and only chance to sleep in for the week. Horrible. Pfft. Feeling quite sleepy now actually. But seems like there are loads of things on my mind now too. How am I going to sleep like that :/

I'm so sleepy that I have no either what to say anymore. Gah. I shall stop writing nonsense. Goodnight in advance peoples.
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